The new job messes with my head. I never really thought I had ADD until now and I’m pretty assured of it now. On former jobs I had a stack of stuff that would have to be done and it was all a little different and I could websurf while working. This job is one thing at a time and no time to surf so I have to concentrate. Sometimes I find my mind wandering off and totally forget what I’m doing. I’ve started writing little lists here and there just to keep myself amused. I do not hate my job…not at all. I like it and the people I work with…I just can’t keep my head straight. This makes me anxious and that makes it all worse. I keep making stupid stupid mistakes. This really isn’t like me.
Zoloft is supposed to help but my new dose makes me drowsy. I don’t know if I should stick with it or stop or what. I have an appointment with my brothers shrink for the 31st and I’m on the cancellation list. I hope he can see me sooner.
There’s a lot more but I don’t feel like writing about it. Pics of a new kitten coming along with pics of my lovely bread making and such. Crafty stuff is also eminent.
Oh…and it’s completely uncool to walk out to take a smoke break and find yourself in the middle of a ‘all the other races are holding us down, especially the Vietnamese and the whites’ conversation. I’m not racist, I’m not holding you down and you get better college opportunities than I do. Thanks.
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