There’s just barely enough money to go around. So…no spending on anything fun and there’s my budget. Ugh. And for some reason I get no help for school. I apparently suck and am expected to put $6,000 into college before I get aid…but I don’t have that much to put in, or anything. So…I’m back [...]

I feel all this energy, especially when I’m at work, that I need to get organized, get right, get things done, get things in order. But the second I get home…fizzzz. It just poof and is gone and I just want to veg. There’s almost an anxiety with the energy…like…this weird not bad but not [...]

Long story short, cosigned on my brothers truck because if he defaulted my Mom could pay it. Then the IRS billed my parents, other taxes are due, property, this years income…etc. So she’s broke. We can’t find my brother and he’s not paying on it. I know where he lives…or used to live…if they haven’t [...]

I didn’t sleep well at all last night. Jon said I thrashed about, kicked, squirmed. My cat didn’t even sleep on my side of the bed. The only part of my dreams I remember was being in my dead Grandmother’s trailer. It was mostly the same…or at least I felt that way in my dream…but [...]

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So Carol…ever wonder why your cat is so weird? We never were mean to her or put her into fast food bags.

Things that I wish I was:
Thin
Giving
Social
Organized
Neater
Crafty
Artsy
Frenchhornist
Dancer
Reader
Financially aware
Homeowner
Investor
Is gamer or tvwatcher anywhere on that list? No. But what do I spend most of my time doing…I mean…aside from making monies…watching tv or playing games. Why why why? Why do I do these things rather than what I want to be doing or what I’m supposed to [...]

So…it’s the 9th. Like…my land lady…I has been calling her. Lots. My sinks are brokes…two of thems…and my ovens not installeds…and no dishwashers. :(  I has her rent moneyz. It seems that she DO NOT WANT.
Ok. So this is how it goes. I still have no oven nor dishwasher installed. They are sitting there. Not [...]

…who thinks it’s a good idea to bring your kid to work in your small office if they have strep throat?
Yeah…that’s what I thought. Argh! Seriously, on top of my infected mouth, my boss brought her kid in who was sick. She wanted to bring her in today and I said it’s the kid or [...]

I’m in pain because he left a root. A whole root left from my root canal. I wonder if you can demand a refund because you got fucked up?

I’m tired of taking vicodin and darvocet. Seriously. I didn’t know you got tired of pain killers. I used to mildly enjoy vicodin. Nothing hurts though but my tooth. No back ache, no headache, no cramps, no neck pain…but my tooth STILL fucking hurts!!!!
Going to see the oral surgeon tomorrow. That’s kinda bad. Usually it [...]